Friday, July 3, 2009
family photo2
family photo
all butts facing camera?
what that?
cant see small head, x.x
big head vs small head
close - up
focus..
oh no, relax! no self-mutilation!
woah, serious
close - up take3
close - up take2
close - up
smile ;D
upside - down !haha... i was like so bored ysd so i decided to take photos of things around me.
LOL. i was like so lame.. haiz..
finally is like first week of sch is over.
FINALLY! i was whee..
cn sleep until i happy liao
want when wake up jiu when wake up.
i love tis kind of life.
to me, freedom is everything.
money is secondary.
i finally noe sth..
i m a failure..
i judge alot of ppl wrongly.
but i finally noe, confirm a very impt thing.
all the while, i m actually juz bluffing, deceiving myself only.
i m such a hopeless person!
oh! how i hate myself.
how i wish, i gt sb to tell, to say how i rly feels.
bluffing myself, bluffing those around me,
i feel so bad.
so hypocrite
so fake
so nt myself..
sometyms i gt the sudden urge to say everything out,
yet i duno wat is stopping me,
i cn only run bak to wher i always go when i cry - my bed.
tears will flow like nobody business.
u tell me, u promise me.
u make me so excited, so happy, so proud of it.
den u make me like a fool,
what is this>!
i do so many things.
yet how many things u noe i did.
i thought alot of things,
i thought if getting good results is enou.
actually not.
i wan to giv up.
wat is so funny is that..
i gt 2nd of class yet u said i gt 3rd out of so many ppl.
what is my feelings?
to u 2nd n 3rd probably meant nth to u, 1st is only wat u care.
yet this is wat i put in my effort to do the best.
do u care? do u noe? do u notice?
sometimes, staying elsewhere is better than home.
i still wondering whether i shld go hme or continue staying in sch,
yet in sch wif fren, is feel the same as i was at hme.
the same feelings, same views..
haha, so funny ..
i found tat i lost my sense of direction..
so cn sb juz lead me out?
oh pls..
JUNLI,
My sweetheart (:
byeeeee
won't miss you de