it starts on a fine Saturday morning.
A is woke up with people shouting ; from B, C, D
then shout shout shout.
then bang the door, bang the door.
20minutes later, quiet down,
10 minutes later A comes out.
A sense a weird atmosphere.
A never do anything ; A is scared.
then A quietly went to eat breakfast.
know of what had just happened, A kept quiet
den A decided to go out to find B.
B was happily talking to others but change tone when saw A.
B walked away, but A follow closely behind.
B pushes away, but A follows suit.
once again B started to pushes A away, A suddenly cried.
for no reason, seeing B in that manner hurts A so much that A cant stop tears for trickling down
for the first time in entire life, A cried in public [not counting A was a baby]
B didnt care, A continued to follow B.
even not looking for cars A quickly follow B.
B finally stopped n listened to A.
as A speaks , A cried harder then before.
B cried too, but not tat much thou.
not making any eye contact, A left B
A started walking home, tears still in A eyes.
A know that whatever A do will never be enough.
A knows that no matter how hard A tries, A cn never replace B in C heart.
no matter how A tries, A parents never know.
in A parents heart, A knows that their love for A is never greater than B.
A knows that A never got more care than B.
A knows that whatever A do, A parents will never turn their attentions on A.
A tried, really.
A tried to tell parents things that usually others wont tell.
A shamelessly told A parents how A sleep in class, how A never listen in class,
how A never do hwk, how A failed tests
yet A parents didnt even do a single thing. no scoldings no nothing.
A know very well that, what A wants, A will never get it.
A never complains, never protest.
A knows that A cn never get the same treatments as B.
A wish that A parents will ask A on what happened in school, what tests A get backs
what A wants to eat, what A wants, go and fetch A home like what they did to B.
if A cn get half the attention of B, how great will it be.
but A knows it wont be possible.
so A decided to come to conclusion.
A hurts to see A parents hurt over B.
only thing A can do now, is to help B.
giving up very ounce of attention to B.
B, if u cn be sensible, A wont be so hurt.
A dun had to act as A is happy all day long,
forcing A to cheer people up, where A cant even cheer A up.
A never cry so much in A entire life.
A is scared, but what can A do?
A duno.
if something can be done to save this.
A wont mind doing it.
SERIOUSLY.
when A reaches home, A acted as nothing had happened.
Nothing.
everything seems to went back to normal.
only that A never felt it was normal..
A.. thinks that time is needed for A to be healed...